Dreading this.

This blog is not going to be inspirational - Not in the mood today. I just feel like blabbering. You guys ready for this?

I decided that running your own business is stressful when you are doing it alone. It is even more stressful when  it is your only source of income. Your ideas may get stumped on, but you gotta keep pushing. I've put so much work in this upcoming photo shoot that I am completely exhausted, yet it's still a month away ! I am mentally and emotionally exhausted, I think about it all day and all night; everyday.  I feel that I need an assistant - Maybe one day when I am big I will hire one full time. For now, it's partly part time. Walmart got big and life touch, I will too!  I've got a nice 3, possibly 4 big shoots coming up that I am pretty stoked about. It will get easier and easier  - I promise myself.  It's meeting new people that really can set things off - that is the wonderful and most difficult part. Anyway my personal big photo shoot is coming up on January 30th. I am going to do great, and I wont be alone - I'll have 3-4 assistants helping me. Exciting? yes indeed.  

For now - I am going to go make some flyer's to post up around the city. Dreading this part.  :)